| Life is kinda halfway upside down right now halfway rightside up... not going to try to understand it.. Don't think there's such a thing as reality. ........I just wanna feel the grass on my bare feet and the sunshine on my skin |
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| I can't believe I'm graduating in december. I can't wait to be done with exams and studying, but I don't want to leave the social experience. When will I ever again have the opportunity to meet so many kids and be exposed to different things, stony brook is a whole world by itself. I like living with other kids, I'm gonna miss that a lot. In a suite of 6 girls there is always someone around to hang out with. Life at home just seems so solitary, boring. I'm really upset that my last semester isn't in the dorms....I moved off campus..well, the 6 semester rule moved me off campus. As much as we complain about the dorms and the cafeteria and odds n ends, I'm gonna miss it all. It already feels different cuz Scott moved away, and its such an empty feeling driving around the west apartments knowing I don't live there anymore. I feel like such an outsider, boo. So, there's much drunkeness to be had this semester. ....if I make it through this physics final tomorrow morning. |
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| every now and then I lose sight of myself. I think I've kinda lost myself and all thats there right now is my sucky school work. There's no me in anything I do anymore. I'm blank as a blank piece of paper with lecture notes scribbled on it. |
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| spring break weekend to florida was awesome <3 south beach....sikkest clubs, definately needed that. |
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